Hellooo,

sorry i never seem to know what to write on here these days, so i end up writing nothing.

Stuff has happened, i've cried, i've laughed, i've made mistakes, i've fallen for another guy hehe.

I've now fallen for the guy who used to like a mate of mine, a mate who never liked him back.

In fact she can't stand this guy, but the 2nd time i met him i was an idiot and kissed him (this was back in April) and my mate got really annoyed with me about it. Not the reaction she should have had if she truly wasn't interested in him. So back then she admitted to me she did like him, but only a bit, and didnt want anything to happen between them.

Well me and this guy have gotten to know each other pretty well since then, and both admitted we don't regret what happened between us that time, and theres just something about him that makes me smile and makes me feel like a school girl with a big crush which makes me giggle every time i see or talk to him.

Well hopefully he'll come out for my birthday, which is next week yayyyy!

I have been so busy planning, rearranging, cancelling, planning again, rearranging, cancelling again, and finally sorting and planning again my birthday.

Final plans are now sorted, just going to a club with all my mates, and i've made it a fancy dress night, with the theme being the emergency services! yayyyy!

Only problem is i don't actually have an outfit, and don't even have an idea what to go as! Now money isn't too much of a problem, so i can afford to go and buy a whole complete new outfit. I have until next wednesday to get the outfit sorted, but only really have friday afternoon and sunday free to go and look.

Any ideas what i can be?!